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Ghosttrap is a project by the german artist Nadia Lichtig,
une serie of interviews realised in Bangkok & partially mixed with music.
second record edited by Dokidoki;
limited numbered edition.
mastered by Erik Minkkinen, produced by Sylvie Astié, photo by Christian Bouyjou.
links: http://nadia.lichtig.free.fr/ ++++ www.myspace.com/ghosttrap
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that is my square
I’m scared about accidents that I don’t expect because last Sunday / my friend from Japan had accident / yep / now he in ICU / because he tired / that day he tired / and his head attacked the wall / and the blood run out from the nose / so I’m scared about myself / if that this is me / it is very difficult to say now / there are many problems / many problems with another people behind me and the next future about me / so that I’m scared / about conscious / I’m worried when I walk in the street / so I’m looking around / because I’m scared about cars / maybe / I don’t know when is me / when that time is for me / I don’t know / so I must know myself every time / that is my square
I’m always afraid of stickers / and when I buy something with a sticker / I’m afraid of it / when I was young / I drunk some water from pipe / but something came in my mouth and I found it was a sticker / so I’m afraid of it / so when I find a sticker on a book / on anything / I try to destroy it / and if it’s wet I can’t touch it by myself / I have to find something to destroy it / I can’t touch it by myself / I can’t / especially when its turned into black / it’s really dirty / I never tell anyone because I’m afraid that someone make laugh out of it / I don’t want anyone to know / that’s all.
a billion of ants
When I was young / about eight or ten years old / I felt scared about a billions of ants in the back of my home / when we leave some kind of food or something / in the back of my home / is a garden so its easy that many ants come / and have many kind of ants too / and when they know / that there is some kind of food / they come and come and come / and try to carry many things / and billion billion / and after the meal / I have to wash my dish / and is full of billions of ants / I feel disgusted and scaring / and hey and uhh / and the hair on my arms will stand up / and I feel very bad / so I just open the pipe of water and sssssshh / and sometimes they floating / and sometimes my father he would bring some newspaper and lit i with fire / sssshhh / and sometimes there are big ants with sticky sticky legs / and after they try to stick / climbing in your body / I don’t like / and the worst thing is / they climb in your clothes and you don’t see / and then they bite / and it smells so bad too / whhu
the dog and the snake
Actually if you mean the snake / and the dog also / because when / I was bit by a dog / but I hate / I hate the snake / okay I ‘m scared about my behaviour / I feel scared about somebody walking out of my life / when I look at someone walking away from me / I feel very bad
he was really perfect
in 1999 I lost my brother / he was really perfect / good student / and one day he garduate in highschool/ and he decide continue studying in Japan / but / he was / accidented / and he dead / so my mum and me / crazy /we don't do anything about one year / and more than one and a half year / don't do anything / 'cause / just like / lost something really important / I / I 'm not close too much with my brother / we had fight everytime / but / I think / sometime / we was fight / everytime we fight / I want him to die / because he perfect / I'm really bad / I'm a bad girl / I'm smoking and I'm drunk / and everything my mum don't like / but she liked my brother / and I think oh my god I don't have my idol / and I don't have the light / so we lost everything / my mum says / oh I'm working everyday / because I want my child to have good education / and a good life / so / she go crazy / she don't do anything / she don't work / only keep herslf in the dark / bedroom / no light / I think with myself / just / this is long / not fair/ because he is so young / only 19
the thing I'm scared a lot I think is / the situation when / I have to be alone / or maybe nobody is / nobody is understanding me / it seem like that I'm alone / last time I was in the U.S. / exchange student / and the first time I went there/ nobody / nobody tried to understand me / nobody / and noone talked to me / like very alone / and / you cannot talk to anyone / you cannot explain the thing you want / it's like you're nobody / that I'm scared a lot / yes
she is my hero
I'm scared about my mum / it's my mum / because she is older / and / she is only one in my family / only / only one / but now / she is really strong / and she can walk very fast / and she can things / and she can do every things every day / but I don't know / maybe tomorrow / or maybe the next day / if / she die / what can I do ? / I don't know / it's my life / hmm / I don't know / it's about my mum / but now / I spend a time for my life / sometime I don't thinking about my mum / hmm / I don't know / someday / maybe she is die / what can I do ? / I don't know / it's my question / if she pass away / or I don't know / what can I do ? / because it's now / the big things I want to do / I want do make more money / for travel / for go around the world / but sometime I don't think about her much / it's so sad / she is living in province / not far from Bangkok / and now I stay here and work with my friend everyday / when I want to go home / for meet my mother / I can not / I don't know why / because I have a time / I have a time / it's more time for me / for go to my home / if today I told my friend / okay / today I want to go home / for lunch / for dinner with my mum / okay / I do everything / is here / forget it / ohh / it's my plan / change everyday / it's not good for me / if I want some money / I call to her / hello / how are you ? / I want you to help me about the money / okay / okay / she say okay / it's only okay / she send the money for me / but / about me / very important / because what I have is only my mum / only only only only / only her / she is my hero / yaah
someone from another world
I very scared about the dark / because / I don't know / what is watching to me / and / I think / it's some / someone frome another / someone from another world / ghost / watching for me / hhhh / and / the scare / ahh / I would like to say that / when / when when I work / some some job / I / I make the hope / for / for the success / of / of the the job / and I scared that / I don't get to reach the / the the success / yes yes yes
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